"Good Morning 2"

Good Morning :P

Berbagi cerita pagi ini, pagi yang dingin, tanah masih sangat basah karena hujan kemarin, ingin rasanya belajar bagaimana menjalani kehidupan dengan baik, menyeimbangkan apa saja yang harus di lakukan, membagi perasaan sesuai dengan porsinya, mengendalikan keinginan, konsisten dalam melangkah dan berusaha, dan belajar mandiri...sungguh klise :)

Kadang sebuah hentakan keras bisa bisa memicu seseorang berjalan ke level yang lebih tinggi, mungkin itu yang selalu di butuhkan, hentakan-hentkan yang selalu memicu semangat, membunuh ketakutan-ketakutan, walau dalam satu waktu bisa jadi hentakan justru menjatuhkan...ah apakah selemah itu??

Borobudur, 26 November 2012
Hope for little great thing come to my life ^_^ 
Always give my Biggest love to You, ya Allah

" Changes of The Feeling "

My father just get mad to my little brother,,,yah thats normal, never mind, 15 november, is there any moon in the sky?, dunno, cloudy here,,,everybody hope for rain, lack of water here....

My feeling about this place getting change now, just like its time for me to moving arround, i ve been imagine and sometimes make me afraid,,,what i'm afraid of...?? a lot!!!, then i think that fear just make us stop, beat us, and kill us, but to be brave is not easy, for some people is easy...i dont know for me seems different, i can be brave after heard one words from the people i loved like, my father, brother, aunty, mom, or my boyfriend....but i can down also if i heard people worst words....

Loving Allah is my breath, remember a lot of mistakes ive made at the past, i'm so sorry, i wanna be better, patient, sincere, i'll keep on trying, go for my future with pray thanks for all people who give me support. 

Biggest love for Allah, 20:05 WIB @grandma's house

" Still Look for a Job "

Hey, berbagi cerita sore...apa yang seru hari ini??? nggak ada !!!, hari libur nggak terasa libur buat aku yg masih 'jobless' maksudku semua hari masih terasa libur :P, so ngelakuin apa yang bisa kulakuin aja, bangun pagi-pagi, ngerjain kerjaan rumah, ke muntilan window shopping with aunty, trus siangnya ngerjain sesuatu, beresin semua file-file, sorenya nyuci bajuuu,,hellehh,,masih nggak ada yang seru...ya emang nggak ada yang seru,,,in other i can't do fasting today :(,Pulsa modem habis, hahaha, dah hampir seminggu jadi musti ngungsi tempat nenek yg ada wifi-nya, 

Keep on going apply for a job,  wish i can get job asap, a lot of things happen arround this month, seeing another real life of the beloved people arround me, take me to start feel and thinking, meet the person who unexpected giving a kind of perfect love, big greatfull to Allah seems never enough, some of people statement make me down to face this life, but only in Allah i trust, I only believe Him, ill keep on moving reach my dream, my future life,

Selamat menunaikan sholat maghrib, 15 November 2012, @grandma’s house 17.51 WIB

" Good Morning 1"

Kalau lama nggak nulis yang kaku bukan hanya tangan tapi otak juga hehehe,..aku kangen bangun pagi pagi buru buru berangkat sekolah, kadang lupa nyetrika baju jadi harus menyela waktu nyetrika baju, dua bulan lalu zaman-zaman masih kerja, sekarang...ya begini, tetap bangun pagi bedanya,...tahu sendirilah, mulai besok mungkin, karena beberapa hal yang harus kulakukan sudah selesai....akan bikin jadwal baru...olahraga hahaha,

Good morning, 13 November 2012, @grandma’s house