" We ( I ) deserve to be happy "

When my phone call ringing, it was my mom yesterday, suddenly tears down from my eyes, but i didn't talk badly..i said happiness, What actually my mom want is i have to be happy here, living in the actually aren't new place anymore but sometime i feel that it's actually brand new place, the air the water the heat and the people.

Partner on my life, my beloved person who Allah sent for me as my husband, who actually have a lot power to strengthen me, it's should be there so much love for him. Love is a moving thing, go fast go slow, go up and go down, simply family life that we learn, big trial big bless, big gift, from Allah that we shouldn't ever forget to grateful and say thanks to him.

Patient is a biggest part that i have to learn, that i have to always do, keeping heart from hurt, try to find happiness, having a lot of pray..all of those things is the way to go to one destination..Happily life with so much love from Allah.

At the time when i feel afraid, hurt, and got sick...whispering Your name Ya Allah suddenly heal me, anything that i have now, anything that i got now..i always have to grateful, i'm afraid i'm going to fall forget, so whispering your name must be the precious i can do.

Anything i want but i can't get yet Ya Allah, You the only know what is the best for me, patiently that i have never let go..take me to the big wishes and praying that you will give it all need to me one day.

Thank for the health i have, thank for so much love husband i have, thank for the full stomach, thank for a fresh water i got, thank for the wind i take, thank for the air i breath, I know that happiness is insist, healing heart it's must be so easy with Your love ya Allah, Give me a good life full of your bless, then thank you for taking care my sweet son in Your heaven Ya Allah, thank you so much for taking care with love for him, hope You always give him a good place there.

Then i hope one day, You send me second healthy pregnancy, and life as a mother who always pray and ask forgive from a lot of false I've done, Thank you Ya Allah, i will never stop to pray.

Bekasi May 7, 2015, Fight for happiness, and remember to always grateful

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